Reviewing 2011.... what a year...what a GOD!

It all started with high hopes and king kong size expectations.Did remember the shock therapy, long therapy,silent nights of endless frustrations and olympic size confusion, barely hanging on in there by a tiny lil' drop of courage, what a year!!! Learned the hard way to trust God and not man. Wished some friends who made promises helped me but didn't turn out pretty well, not because they didn't want to but the best of man is still man.I almost made a mess of the year,but thanks be to God who came through for my wandering heart.I still question why i find it hard to trust God whole-heartedly.

Sweet saving grace, mercy and HIS faithfulness saved me from my many chaotic disorders. Sweet Lord reached out to a lonely boy in a lonely situation.If help came,which it did,its not because this boy was a smart alec or faithful bloke,but because God is love,faithful, merciful and of endless grace.This boy is no fool to trust his strength, head knowledge.Its all filthy,but his eyes is fixed on the eternal fixer,JESUS. I dare to call HIS name!!

Recounting 2011,and tears welled up my upturned face,and realised what a faithful God i have.

Amongst my desires this year,one thing i longed for more is going back to the basics,where it all began with God. A place of more of Him and less of me.

What about 2012? This boy has no iota of idea how is gonna be or what it holds but i know who holds my 2012 and beyond.His name is JESUS.

2011!! What a year! What a Great God!

Happy new year to you all.Will always love you .

Inspired by God's Faithfulness
5th Jan 2012, 1:15PM