What are you God?

I poured out my misery! You said its melody.
I saw my world crumble! You saw the beginning of surrendering to your will.
I said broke! You saw brokenness.
I said I have no man to help me! You said you are everything I need.
I came with my endless list of unanswered prayers! You saw obedience.
I see a jar of clay! You saw treasure.
I see my enemies! You saw friends.
I see friends! You said look closer.
I seek pleasure! You sought a broken spirit and a contrite heart.
I see affliction and revenge! You saw love.

I built a monument! You said it’s a trash compared to the one you have for me in Heaven.
I rejoice in the work of my hand, my toil, and labour. You said, “Chasing after the wind”.
I see condemnations! You saw redemption.
I see pains, shame, disappointments.  You saw a stepping-stone to greatness.
I say there is no God! You took me to Genesis 1.
I say why do you take so long to answer my prayers? You said I only come to you only when I need stuff, and I asked for wrong things.
I try hiding my sins! You said even darkness is light before you.

I see a desert land! You saw a river of life where  all thirst are satisfied.
I see weariness! You opened my eyes to see a host of angels cheering me to victory on the finishing line
I say yes to follow you! You said have I counted the cost of following you, but it will worth it all if I endured.
I see tears! You said it is tears of joy.
I see pieces! You saw masterpiece.
I see a thorn in my flesh like Paul! You said your grace is sufficient for me.
I scream! I cry abba Father! You said you would never leave me nor forsake me.
I see a small beginning! You saw a man of valour with great happy-ending.
I groan within me! You heard a sweet song of praise giving you pleasure.
I see loneliness! You saw a glorious innumerous angels watching over me.
I say what are you GOD? You did not say much. Nevertheless, I felt you say
“Be still and know I am God.