DAD, WHERE ARE YOU?

LORD I MISSED YOU SO MUCH. I THOUGHT I COULD MAKE IT WITHOUT YOU BUT EACH STEPS I TOOK WAS A STEP IN THE WRONG DIRECTION. I WATCHED THE LUSTFUL WORLD I BUILT FOR MYSELF CRUMBLED LIKE A PACK OF CARDS.

SOMETHING ABOUT YOU JUST WON'T LET ME REST UNTIL I MAKE PEACE WITH YOU. I MISSED THE WAY I POUR MY HEART OUT TO YOU. I MISSED THE WAY I FEEL A SENSE OF PEACE WITH YOU. I MISSED THE WAY YOU SPEAK TO ME. I MISSED NOT HEARING YOUR VOICE.I MISSED EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU.

EVEN WHEN MY SKY IS SCARRED, LET ME LOVE YOU.

WHEN AM LOST, LET ME FIND MY WAY HOME.

WHEN YOU SAY WAIT, LET ME BE STILL.

ITS DARK! DARK! AND DARKER THAN I THOUGHT OUT THERE. 

DON'T WANT TO MAKE A SHIP WRECK OF MY FAITH. OF WHAT WE SHARE LORD.SO AM ASKING YOU TO KEEP ME IN YOUR LOVE. LIKE YOU PRAYED FOR PETER,DEAR LORD PRAY FOR ME ALSO.

NOW AND ALWAYS.AMEN

FROM YOUR LOVER BOY.